To See

Who goes to another for answers
I did —
But it was not the others
I went to

It was the idea of the other
Some special other
That I had
It was to that idea
I went

Always it was to the idea —
Of that other
Person or place
To that idea — in me
I went

Strange —
That I went out
All the way around
The world —

To see what was
In me